It's been on my mind all day...

So I'm finally going to move back to Florida. Yes, I said it. I am moving back, and all I have to say is... Halle-frickin-lujah.

Well I'm moving at the end of this school year. Which is like forever months away, but it's something I look forward to now. My Mom is going to move, too. I swear -- Dreams do come true.

I have already looked into like houses over there, and cheer tryouts. I get to cheer with my former team<3 That is too freaking exciting.

Most of all, I'll achieve what I've been wanting most lately: Happiness.

But other than that.. Life is okay. I have 5 more days. Just five. Just five more days till I'm done with being a braceface... isn't that so exciting? I know I'm so excited. It's like such a relief and huge boost in self esteem for that matter. I'm ready for that next stage in my life!!

Jason and I have been okay. Some fighting here and there, but overall I'm happy we still have been working it out. Long distance is hard, and it will get harder but we manage. Soccer season has started for him. It's a rough tough start for them but I know he can pull through. He is literally too hard on himself, and blames himself for loosing the game. But soccer is a team effort. It's just hard to help pull someone out of a rut, especially when it's such his passion.

School is blah. Friends are blah. The only thing I can think about is finally being back in Orlando, where I can be myself.

Such a rant, but sorry guys. Sleepy time!

So I probably suck at this whole blogging thing...

I haven't posted in a long while, since like almost a year. That's crazy because I used to be obsessed.


Well many things have changed, let's make a list:
- My hair
- My schedule
- My stress level
- My living situation.

Yeah.. I guess that's what comes when you're finally a junior in high school.
WAIT WHAT?

Hold that thought girl.
A junior? That's right.

I'm wearing my big girl pants on today, and I feel great! I'm already in 11th grade, and boy.. time sure does fly by quickly.

I'll post more maybe this week? I don't know, the end of the term is oh so super stressful. Gotta do some AP Government vocab... Yes. Love my life right now..

Not.

<3/ Court

A couple weeks ago.

Well Monday was a bore. Didn't really do much.
But Tuesday was the cheer banquet. I really can't believe this year is already over for us. We've really been through it all. From homecoming to competition season, it's really been a journey. I'm going to miss this year's squad so much. Especially the seniors :( I've become so close to some of the girls on the team, and I can't believe it's over for us. Orem High School Varsity Cheer Team<3

Marley and me playing with our sticks, before she poked me in the eye.

 Silly picture.

 Coach Carly and all of us!

Coach Carly and the seniors :(

WEDNESDAY! Was Brittany's birthday. HAPPY 16th love! She is now datable, and kissable. ;) And Gaby's birthday.. she's 17 now! Haha. 

Brittany, Gabby, Me, Brittany and Hunter

Went to the normal B day classes, boring. But in 4th period, we got checked out to go to the Spirit Bowl. LET ME JUST SAY.. I love the Spirit Bowl! It was so much fun.. and gross. Pretty much sums it up. It was super fun though.

Thursday.. Cheer, history, ceramics and algebra 2. Nothing special.

My mom wouldn't answer her phone, so I had to walk home from school. It was great fun.

I wrote this about a year ago, haha sorry I didn't post! But there you go!

1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 Confessions

1. I'm obsessed with Spanish music, and I'm not even Spanish. I think my boyfriend has an influence on me. Haha.

2. I have a problem when it comes to shopping, but recently haven't shopped much because I've been saving money!

3. Jealousy is a huge issue for me, but I'm overcoming it... slowly.

4. I can't wait to get my braces off, even though that won't be for a little while. I feel so insecure with them. And quite frankly, they are annoying as heck.

5. I quit Orem Cheer for the year of 2011-2012. Not because I wanted to, but because I have to work on my academics. But I know I'll regret making that decision later.

Looks.

Okay, so I have come to the conclusion that people base everything and their judgements on looks.
The way you dress.. the way your hair shines in the sunlight.. how long your eyelashes are.

There's way more to a person, then just their looks.

It gets to me, because it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for society. Honestly, I'm different.
I'm getting fatter.. and uglier by the second.

But you know what? I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK.
Got it? Good.
 
SO I HAVE NEWS! YAY! I'll be going to Ft. Lauderale with Jason, His parents, his brother Michael and his girlfriend (one of my best friends) BRUNA! June 23rd-June 27th. We'll be staying in this hotel.

SO EXCITED.

Today was so boring, I can't even describe to you.. how boring it really was.
Except I talked to Maddie Parcell today. We cleared up the weird drama between us.
But she's such a sweet girl, and I honestly hate that I judged her from the beginning. I'm sorry!

BUT ON A POSITIVE NOTE, I took a nap today. It was real delicious.
I woke up thinking I was late for school, because my phone said 7:45 and that's the time I'm supposed to be at school. So I freaked out, thinking I was going to be late for Cheer class. But SILLY COURTNEE, It was 7:45 PM! Not AM! It's okay though, the nap was freaking the bomb shiz.

I really need to clean my room. I hate finals. 9 More days of school baby!

Confession #3: My Mom is my best friend <3

Btw... fourteen days till my life begins to get gooooood.

It's a pillooww.. it's a pet.

Thursday was okay. Last B day of the week! 

In sewing, I finally finished my jacket! It's so nice, I love it. My new love: Sewing. Then Biology, I actually blogged because I did absolute nothing. It was so nice, we had brownies and watched a movie about Jungles. Then of course, study hall.. I did homework. I wish I had a car, so I could of left! Then at lunch was pretty boring, went to a meeting for Journalism next year and I can't wait. It's going to be so good. English we talked about Hamlet and watched the movie. "To be or not to be?" 

After school Mommy and I went to the Springville Museum of Art for ceramics class. And I was so inspired. It's so relaxing, although I was scared because of all the scary movies I've watched. It felt like the portrait paintings were watching me.. o.O

Friday was indeed a great day! End of the week. Which means... Only 10 more days of school. Thank the heavens! I'm way too excited.

Started the day with cheer practice. It was good, we ended up not doing anything but making the awards for the banquet on Tuesday. I'm so sad, cheer is ending. I already miss it. And since I'm not doing cheer next year. I guess it's goodbye for Orem cheer for me till Senior Year. Tear.

History, I got all my make up work done finally! But I got a 145/150 on my history project, which was pretty excited about. Haha. That class is seriously the easiest!

Ceramics, I helped Alex with his Mom's pot and made a flower for him. I took one of the final tests, and it was easy peeasy lemon squeezy. :)

At the beginning of lunch I went to the meeting for AP English next year, and I have a lot of homework over summer. Two essays, and two books to read. YAY! -.- But after the meeting was pretty funny cause Erika told us about Marley's stupid story. I was dying of laughter. Marley's so dirty minded. Haha! But I love that crazy women. 

Algebra 2, Oh man. So worried for that class.. it's absolutely crazy.

"My body was so spicy! And I didn't know what to do!" Brittany, Brittany, Brittany.

But after school Mommy and I went to Target to get some stuff.. and she FINALLY bought me my pillow pet (Which she was supposed to get me one for Valentine's day..) But it's okay, at least I got one. It's a purple hippo! I named her Petunia, at first. But Jason convinced me to name her Hilaree. So I did. Hilaree the purple hippo. Sounds good eh? I love her. My Grandpa does too.. apparently.

He's so cute :')

Then I started on my Pot Holder for Kon! It's so cute. It's red and white flowers, with blue in the middle. And then I added a blue fabric that matches perfectly. I'll show pictures soon!

Confession #2-- Sometimes I hate the way I look. I'm too fat.

But SEVENTEEN.. yepp that's right 17 more days!

Florida here I come! :)

Such a busy body..

These past few weeks, months however long it's been have been busy! With like ten birthdays in May, and things going on left and right. I've been as busy as ever! So finally the AP test is over, and I'm so thankful! I literally was stressing so much. But it's off my plate now. Yesterday was actually a good day despite the ugly weather. :(

In cheer we just worked on the end of the year dance, which I doubt that anyone will come to. But some people were gone, and I flew for the first time since like football season. It was rough. But, I did a backhandspring and I swear I have the back of an eighty year old lady.

In history, Jonny and Brittany were rushing me to take my history test that I was absent for. Well not technically rushed, because it was supposed to be taken like two weeks ago. Haha. But I finally took it, and I'm glad I did because now that's over with! We watched some movie about the Vietnam War and it was weird, because when they were speaking Vietnamese, I could understand it and actually missed my family back in Florida a lot.

Ceramics, was weird. I have a C in that class now.. how? I HAVE NO CLUE. But it will be fixed, hopefully soon. I basically worked on my big huge pot, and finally going to fire it in the kiln! The glazing will probably be the best part of the whole work. I'm excited.

Let me just say lunch was actually pretty funny. Hunter was being a perv... as always. Haha just kidding. But she's inappropriate. I like her a lot. Cole and I had a weird conversation about how we die, and what we become afterward.. it was strange.

"OH! You mean like Wizard of Oz, how there's like a little man controlling the big Wizard?"
"Uhm... I was kind of thinking about power rangers... but okay!"

Disaster. That's all I can say about Algebra 2, I'm going to fail the CRT's. Blah.

Then I went after school to work on my jacket in sewing and I just have to say it's coming along! I'm so happy. It really looks so good. I'll take a picture of it, later or something.

Overall a productive day. Schools just overwhelming.

{19 DAYS!} ♥

You honestly have no clue how excited I am. WHOOOOOP. 

Lesson Learned Today:

AP Biology is no longer a work zone. It's completely pointless.

Well about to go to third period.

Toodles.

So I really..

Have been slacking with the whole blogging thing.
It's been a little over a month.

SORRY! Lots going on in life.
I'll start blogging again when I have time.

Till then... toodles!

Oh, how I love life.

I had such a great day.. and it's been a while since I've had one of those.

Cheer :)

It was fun, did some stunting with our old squad. It makes me miss them a lot.

Even though.. they haven't technically left. Haha.

History

Yeah.. when do I do anything in that class? But I was happy.

Cause I got my spring break homework done for that class

and I turned it in! So HW for me in New York for History! YAY!

Ceramics

Ahh. It was one of those off days doing pottery. It's okay.

I want to finish my lotus flower pot. It'll be pretty!

Lunch

They had a dougie contest at lunch. Haha.

It was cute cause all the peer tutors started dancing.

I got a picture of Wesley dancing!

Algebra 2

I felt like I did stupendous on my math test today!

I checked all my answers on my new awesome calculator. <3

Me and Brandon were writing notes to each other on it. Haha.

And I got a picture of Brittany sleeping on the floor.

I love her, she's so funnaay.

Drivers ED.

"I was sitting at a stop light and this old lady kept
staring at me" -Gaston "It's cause you're a sexy beast! I can't
waitto see what kind of women we can attract while we're
driving together.... Probably a lady in a wheel chair,
pushing herself to catch up with us! -Mr. Downs

HAHAHAHHAHAH. Funniest thing of my life.

Then me and Em went to go watch the soccer game!

(Don't mind me, I look like an Asian man..)

Lehi won 1-0. But it was still a good game. The refs sucked though!

But then Kennedee showed us her track shoes.

GET SOME! ;)

Got picked up, then went to the mall.

Got my eyebrows threaded, manicure & pedicure on deck for New York baby!

Trying to get all pretty for Jason. Hahaha. 

Then went to the fabric store, couldn't find what I wanted.

Now I'm going to finish my laundry, so I can start packing tomorrow!

[1] MORE DAY OF SCHOOL/WORK... then NEW YORK!

Confession #2: I hate the cold/wind. I moved to the wrong state!

Dumbell Things.

So it's been a little hectic these past few days.

So here's the catchup!

There was tryouts..

{Made Varsity OHS Cheer}

Oh man, another exciting year. I'm stoked.

Drivers Ed. 

"People do those dumbbell things!" -Mr. Downs.

Hahah. That class... I love it and hate it at the same time.

Let's see uhm.. 2 and 1/4 more days!

NEW YORK CITY HERE I COME. :)

Mommy and I booked our tours for the week.

I decided I was going to post a confession every single day.

So here's the first one.

1. I miss Florida way too much, the people, my Dad, the sunshine, my friends, him<3

Well I should study for my math test.

EW.

bye.

(Sorry so short.. but I plan to sleep tonight. :) I'll post more later)

yes!

ONE MORE WEEK.♥ 

California, here we come..

Right back where we started from...

CALIIIIIIIFORRRRRNIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Haha. Kay here's more cute pictures :)

looking REALLY rough, court.. but that ice cream was delicious :)

PATRICK!!

Thunder Moutain Railroad baby!

That's so hott.

Don't do drugs.

I know, we're hott.

TOWER OF TERROR!

 I love my Mom & Sister.

FRONT ROW!

Spiderman.. Spiderman.. 

On da plane. 

We're so cute. No need to tell us!

we're hott.

Oh & I'd like to mention how cute Brittany and I are. :)

Cody and Tony's soccer jerseys.

I LOVE GINGER ♥

all in a nutshell..

I'm SO super stressed out!

I don't know exactly what I want to do about cheer...

TnT or Orem?

Such a hard hard decision. Hopefully it comes by before Friday (Cheer try outs)

But ON A GOOD NOTE, the clinics weren't all that bad!

I actually knew how to do the dance, and I didn't mess up 

{that much. :D}

But, my body's aching. I need a break from cheer.

It's only been two days since Nationals & I'm already back in it.

WHAT A DRAG.

I still ♥ it though.

Speaking of Nationals -- 
I LOVE LOVE LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT!
(I lost my camera :( but, I stole some pictures from other people ahem.. Marley)

Those are just {SOME} of the thousands pictures that were taken.. I'll post more soon!
But, uhm... TO NEW HEIGHTSA?
The theme for next years Nationals.

I love my cheer girls. So sad that it's almost the end... a new squad getting picked already?
Dang. I love everyone on our team especially our seniors :(

BUT BUT BUT-- I parallel parked today in Driver's ed, YES!
 I did okay for my first time ever. Then Mommy took me practicing,
and I did it! Haha. Mr. Downs will be proud of me tomorrow..
and not call me a stupid cheerleader -_- hahah.

Well I'm so tired. Got to go to bed tomorrow.
B-DAY TOMORROW.. Yikes!
Night loves.

This weekend.

SUCKS.

Love and kisses

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!

Today was a great day, even thought it's S.A.D. (Single awareness day) Haha. Me and Maddie made that up today. Lame.

But cheer practice was actually good this morning. Threw my pass every. single. time.
You know what's up! :)

History... boring. The usual stuff. I got my homework done though! Haha.

Ceramics, I wanted to do my project. But she made us watch stupid videos.

Algebra 2, was hilarious today! "I'm fine with watching chicken and cows getting eaten, but ever since I've watched the movie finding nemo, I hate eating fish! It's so sad." HAHAHAH! Sydnee is great. And Keisha with her "Dear Single People.." letter.


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After school Maddie took me and Katie to subway! FINALLY. I've been craving it for the past year and three quarters. It was so yummy! MMMM.

Cheer practice-- got demoted in the dance. I'm in the back now. But I mean what's new?

Christie took me to Jamba juice after I got home from practice cause she loves me. And I swear, this valentine's day was the best!

CAUSE I GOT SUBWAY & JAMBA JUICE <3

Then I slaved away till about 9 P.M. On Valentine's day... how pathetic. I wish I had a valentine :(

But whatever. Us single people stay together. & Party it up!

FOREVER ALONE.

love always,

--Courtnee