It's been on my mind all day...

So I'm finally going to move back to Florida. Yes, I said it. I am moving back, and all I have to say is... Halle-frickin-lujah.

Well I'm moving at the end of this school year. Which is like forever months away, but it's something I look forward to now. My Mom is going to move, too. I swear -- Dreams do come true.

I have already looked into like houses over there, and cheer tryouts. I get to cheer with my former team<3 That is too freaking exciting.

Most of all, I'll achieve what I've been wanting most lately: Happiness.

But other than that.. Life is okay. I have 5 more days. Just five. Just five more days till I'm done with being a braceface... isn't that so exciting? I know I'm so excited. It's like such a relief and huge boost in self esteem for that matter. I'm ready for that next stage in my life!!

Jason and I have been okay. Some fighting here and there, but overall I'm happy we still have been working it out. Long distance is hard, and it will get harder but we manage. Soccer season has started for him. It's a rough tough start for them but I know he can pull through. He is literally too hard on himself, and blames himself for loosing the game. But soccer is a team effort. It's just hard to help pull someone out of a rut, especially when it's such his passion.

School is blah. Friends are blah. The only thing I can think about is finally being back in Orlando, where I can be myself.

Such a rant, but sorry guys. Sleepy time!

So I probably suck at this whole blogging thing...

I haven't posted in a long while, since like almost a year. That's crazy because I used to be obsessed.


Well many things have changed, let's make a list:
- My hair
- My schedule
- My stress level
- My living situation.

Yeah.. I guess that's what comes when you're finally a junior in high school.
WAIT WHAT?

Hold that thought girl.
A junior? That's right.

I'm wearing my big girl pants on today, and I feel great! I'm already in 11th grade, and boy.. time sure does fly by quickly.

I'll post more maybe this week? I don't know, the end of the term is oh so super stressful. Gotta do some AP Government vocab... Yes. Love my life right now..

Not.

<3/ Court

A couple weeks ago.

Well Monday was a bore. Didn't really do much.
But Tuesday was the cheer banquet. I really can't believe this year is already over for us. We've really been through it all. From homecoming to competition season, it's really been a journey. I'm going to miss this year's squad so much. Especially the seniors :( I've become so close to some of the girls on the team, and I can't believe it's over for us. Orem High School Varsity Cheer Team<3

Marley and me playing with our sticks, before she poked me in the eye.

 Silly picture.

 Coach Carly and all of us!

Coach Carly and the seniors :(

WEDNESDAY! Was Brittany's birthday. HAPPY 16th love! She is now datable, and kissable. ;) And Gaby's birthday.. she's 17 now! Haha. 

Brittany, Gabby, Me, Brittany and Hunter

Went to the normal B day classes, boring. But in 4th period, we got checked out to go to the Spirit Bowl. LET ME JUST SAY.. I love the Spirit Bowl! It was so much fun.. and gross. Pretty much sums it up. It was super fun though.

Thursday.. Cheer, history, ceramics and algebra 2. Nothing special.

My mom wouldn't answer her phone, so I had to walk home from school. It was great fun.

I wrote this about a year ago, haha sorry I didn't post! But there you go!

1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 Confessions

1. I'm obsessed with Spanish music, and I'm not even Spanish. I think my boyfriend has an influence on me. Haha.

2. I have a problem when it comes to shopping, but recently haven't shopped much because I've been saving money!

3. Jealousy is a huge issue for me, but I'm overcoming it... slowly.

4. I can't wait to get my braces off, even though that won't be for a little while. I feel so insecure with them. And quite frankly, they are annoying as heck.

5. I quit Orem Cheer for the year of 2011-2012. Not because I wanted to, but because I have to work on my academics. But I know I'll regret making that decision later.

Looks.

Okay, so I have come to the conclusion that people base everything and their judgements on looks.
The way you dress.. the way your hair shines in the sunlight.. how long your eyelashes are.

There's way more to a person, then just their looks.

It gets to me, because it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for society. Honestly, I'm different.
I'm getting fatter.. and uglier by the second.

But you know what? I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK.
Got it? Good.
 
SO I HAVE NEWS! YAY! I'll be going to Ft. Lauderale with Jason, His parents, his brother Michael and his girlfriend (one of my best friends) BRUNA! June 23rd-June 27th. We'll be staying in this hotel.

SO EXCITED.

Today was so boring, I can't even describe to you.. how boring it really was.
Except I talked to Maddie Parcell today. We cleared up the weird drama between us.
But she's such a sweet girl, and I honestly hate that I judged her from the beginning. I'm sorry!

BUT ON A POSITIVE NOTE, I took a nap today. It was real delicious.
I woke up thinking I was late for school, because my phone said 7:45 and that's the time I'm supposed to be at school. So I freaked out, thinking I was going to be late for Cheer class. But SILLY COURTNEE, It was 7:45 PM! Not AM! It's okay though, the nap was freaking the bomb shiz.

I really need to clean my room. I hate finals. 9 More days of school baby!

Confession #3: My Mom is my best friend <3

Btw... fourteen days till my life begins to get gooooood.

It's a pillooww.. it's a pet.

Thursday was okay. Last B day of the week! 

In sewing, I finally finished my jacket! It's so nice, I love it. My new love: Sewing. Then Biology, I actually blogged because I did absolute nothing. It was so nice, we had brownies and watched a movie about Jungles. Then of course, study hall.. I did homework. I wish I had a car, so I could of left! Then at lunch was pretty boring, went to a meeting for Journalism next year and I can't wait. It's going to be so good. English we talked about Hamlet and watched the movie. "To be or not to be?" 

After school Mommy and I went to the Springville Museum of Art for ceramics class. And I was so inspired. It's so relaxing, although I was scared because of all the scary movies I've watched. It felt like the portrait paintings were watching me.. o.O

Friday was indeed a great day! End of the week. Which means... Only 10 more days of school. Thank the heavens! I'm way too excited.

Started the day with cheer practice. It was good, we ended up not doing anything but making the awards for the banquet on Tuesday. I'm so sad, cheer is ending. I already miss it. And since I'm not doing cheer next year. I guess it's goodbye for Orem cheer for me till Senior Year. Tear.

History, I got all my make up work done finally! But I got a 145/150 on my history project, which was pretty excited about. Haha. That class is seriously the easiest!

Ceramics, I helped Alex with his Mom's pot and made a flower for him. I took one of the final tests, and it was easy peeasy lemon squeezy. :)

At the beginning of lunch I went to the meeting for AP English next year, and I have a lot of homework over summer. Two essays, and two books to read. YAY! -.- But after the meeting was pretty funny cause Erika told us about Marley's stupid story. I was dying of laughter. Marley's so dirty minded. Haha! But I love that crazy women. 

Algebra 2, Oh man. So worried for that class.. it's absolutely crazy.

"My body was so spicy! And I didn't know what to do!" Brittany, Brittany, Brittany.

But after school Mommy and I went to Target to get some stuff.. and she FINALLY bought me my pillow pet (Which she was supposed to get me one for Valentine's day..) But it's okay, at least I got one. It's a purple hippo! I named her Petunia, at first. But Jason convinced me to name her Hilaree. So I did. Hilaree the purple hippo. Sounds good eh? I love her. My Grandpa does too.. apparently.

He's so cute :')

Then I started on my Pot Holder for Kon! It's so cute. It's red and white flowers, with blue in the middle. And then I added a blue fabric that matches perfectly. I'll show pictures soon!

Confession #2-- Sometimes I hate the way I look. I'm too fat.

But SEVENTEEN.. yepp that's right 17 more days!

Florida here I come! :)

Such a busy body..

These past few weeks, months however long it's been have been busy! With like ten birthdays in May, and things going on left and right. I've been as busy as ever! So finally the AP test is over, and I'm so thankful! I literally was stressing so much. But it's off my plate now. Yesterday was actually a good day despite the ugly weather. :(

In cheer we just worked on the end of the year dance, which I doubt that anyone will come to. But some people were gone, and I flew for the first time since like football season. It was rough. But, I did a backhandspring and I swear I have the back of an eighty year old lady.

In history, Jonny and Brittany were rushing me to take my history test that I was absent for. Well not technically rushed, because it was supposed to be taken like two weeks ago. Haha. But I finally took it, and I'm glad I did because now that's over with! We watched some movie about the Vietnam War and it was weird, because when they were speaking Vietnamese, I could understand it and actually missed my family back in Florida a lot.

Ceramics, was weird. I have a C in that class now.. how? I HAVE NO CLUE. But it will be fixed, hopefully soon. I basically worked on my big huge pot, and finally going to fire it in the kiln! The glazing will probably be the best part of the whole work. I'm excited.

Let me just say lunch was actually pretty funny. Hunter was being a perv... as always. Haha just kidding. But she's inappropriate. I like her a lot. Cole and I had a weird conversation about how we die, and what we become afterward.. it was strange.

"OH! You mean like Wizard of Oz, how there's like a little man controlling the big Wizard?"
"Uhm... I was kind of thinking about power rangers... but okay!"

Disaster. That's all I can say about Algebra 2, I'm going to fail the CRT's. Blah.

Then I went after school to work on my jacket in sewing and I just have to say it's coming along! I'm so happy. It really looks so good. I'll take a picture of it, later or something.

Overall a productive day. Schools just overwhelming.

{19 DAYS!} ♥

You honestly have no clue how excited I am. WHOOOOOP. 

Lesson Learned Today:

AP Biology is no longer a work zone. It's completely pointless.

Well about to go to third period.

Toodles.